somebody i need your shoulder..i want to cry..its hurting.my heart is hurt.

i think i need to give up on him. there is nothing i can do if ppl dont accept me or whatever.somehow eventho i said that i already move on and distracted my self with handsome guys in my fac deep down..i still waiting silently..yeah i miss him.i do.but what should i do? this is not  easy stage for me...someone please help me.i want to cry but...ugh this is hurting me so much. the pain is like coming back to me.why...